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I can't wait to start up school so I can keep my mind busy. Hopefully I will be so busy I don't think about dating. Women cloud my mind, and really keep me from progressing.  All this dating nonsense I swear sidetracks me because of boredom. Yeah, so I should be looking forward to upcoming class and I'm hoping to take even more come this Fall. forget all these women on my ass. I usually lose them by the start of the year anyways, so I'm cool with it. just glad I didn't take the last relationship so serious to the point of being depressed for days on end.....and you know what? I'm a pretty boy anyways. I got to score this average looking chick who had a complex about being photogenic, and I had overlooked that, but then I remember one photos she sent me that I was questioning her sex...Jesus. and her Niece...oh, my God everybody's gushing over her and I'm thinking "that child needs a steak around er neck so the dog can play with her" fuck that, I know that kid did NOT look cute, she looked like her mom, and this girl's sister was nothing to fawn after. Hell, the friggin' family, now that I think about it looked horrendous, I bet she won't a good looking dude like me. it's not wonder I'm such a prick. I guess pretty boys really are assholes.  Oh well, I try, but my ego gets the best of me. I know I bragged about how good I looked one too many times. Never mind that she was eccentric, she was just plain PLAIN when you think about it. I'm getting over her and I'm starting to realize that THAT is probably what would eventually make me leave her or lead to her heartbreak. Great personality, but damn if I didn't think she was all that in some areas. I am thinking like myself now. I might lapse back into her because of her personality, but I can find that in anybody who acts right. Appearance is a totally different scenario though, ;D