now that I really think about it

I think that I may have given this girl too much credit, because I did catch her contradicting herself while going on our dates. She pretty much acted as though she were trying to impress me, because then I would see the real person come out. Her name could be a "stage" name for all I know. She gave me some Elongated name at one point, which was the name of this song by a Jazz artist. I found her Resume for a job with her "stage" name on it. I don't know anybody who lies about their friggin' name because they would get discovered when it's looked up by the company. I guess from her choice of jobs(spas) maybe they don't look for them at all. OK, so she also tells me she loves her job, and then, two weeks later she's looking for another one. what happened? did I ruin her luck? THEN she tells me that she doesn't like arguing, but then I hear about her not biting her tongue. Now that isn't too diplomatic now is it? Who knows, maybe she's bi-polar because I swear she was contradicting herself alot.


on another note, I'd like to wish Michelle Obama a Happy Birthday, but that shit costs money. what the fuck, every chance they get they're asking me for 3 fucking dollars. fuck  that.


OK, so maybe I'm nit-picking so I can keep her out of my mind, but I can't help but think something was wrong with her that I, at times, didn't care to hear from her and was glad just texting her, which she didn't mind doing.....even on our first date, which gave me notice.


Yeah, yeah, she's an actress and I may never get to date another one again, only because I got burned by one, but that just means I can score one, :D..I've already scored a model, about two lawyers, and a couple teachers, so I'm pretty good at getting some intelligent, hard working, ambitious women, so why bother worrying about this girl leaving me alone. I'm OK, because my worth is up there.


I saw one of her movies...although, she was only there for like, what, five minutes or so ? I mean I guess it's cool because the movie sucked. The people that were raving about it must be out their fucking minds because, although it dealt with what may be a a serious dilemma in the U.S., the movie made no damn sense. I'll give it this much though: the movie does look better than most of the indies I've seen before, but some folks in there just didn't act natural...how the hell should I know right? well, I wasn't convinced by some of them.  Her role was so short lived that I can't really make an assessment on her performance. all I can say is I saw her...but that's it.