Doctors

I sometimes wonder if doctors really give a damn about my health becuase I keep getting passed over for some bullshit. Why the hell is this damn doctor never at her office when I need to see her. I could be dead in a few days and all these people care about  is their fucking vacation time? Why the fuck is everybody acting like they're against me? I am getting no damn answers where EVER I look and it's frustrating, and I can't get stressed or this shit gets worse.