My ex is funny as hell. she knew that we had spoken about our relationship and what went wrong, and she's all acting like she's not bitter, but I never did anything to her. she's not a ghetto chick at all yet keeps claiming that shit to the death. I mean, DAMN, I'M from the GHETTO and I don't adhere to their bullshit, so why is she so inclined to be associated with such bullshit? She went to a great school and now is all about dating dudes from the hood, I swear she needs to grow up or get slapped by someone who's real, becuase dudes from the hood are just that: dudes from the hood....meaning no ambition whatsoever. why the hell would I want to date a chick from the hood.....I have and it got me into so many fucking problems I can't even begin to recant the stories...I should though, because they would make for a great book, :D. Anyways, she's got a blog where she's acting all bitter YET claims she isn't, LOL...I know she is, because she had a good man(ME, of course) and she decided to drop me because she's moving too fast and I'm not. Oh, well, I have my girl who, although she doesn't have a degree like my ex, is very ambitious and is smart to the point that she gets my gears grinding. I don't think college is for everybody and I actually think that the college bullshit is just a collaboration between the colleges and corporations.
You don't need to have critical thinking skills to do the processing at most jobs, so why the fuck get a degree? yes I'm glad college made me a deep thinker, but I always was curious and very much a critical thinker to begin with. my professors always fathom at the fact that I have such great grammar and arguments...but that's always been me, I love knowledge. You don't need college, that's for dumbasses who don't knwo what they want to be in life. That is why I don't mind my girl being who she is. She's a thespian so it suits me fine.
But back to this chick...she's younger than me and still lost in her "real world" scenario...acting as though she's got to accomplish alot of things, yet she's done it already. I also think she's been having a complex of some sort, acting as though "Spanish" is all she knows when she's black...I mean damn, can you hate blackness any more. I'm rican and I've never wanted to be anything but Rican...that's my lifeline and my blood. I really think that she's not really being herself, becuas it shows in her personality. When it comes to black topics, she would rather not speak on it, and when she does, it's with disdain or some sort of discomfort...I never really liked that about her. I mean she's black so why not be black. I appreciate her love the Spanish language, but come on, when the fuck are you going to be black. I know alot of black folks are lost when it comes to having their own identity, but I mean, so do ricans...we just came out of a fucking Island where most of our indigenous were slaughtered. We had to adapt to the Spaniard way of living and we did so for survival, atleast those who were still around. I know my history, and it's bullshit. I don't harp on it though, I just know my history or the history of my people. I may as well be a damn Spaniard while my mom is an indigenous native. I don't really focus on it becausae it doesn't really get to me like that. I think she's got some shit she needs to figure out before she starts giving out advice to women.
It's crazy but single women are always giving out advice yet dont' realize that THEY are single themsleves so what the fuck? You don't know how to keep a man yet you feel the need to exude your knowledge on to keep a man while being alone? what happened. you had no time while you had a man? seriously, I swear when women hear that, they should ask the one giving out advice if they have a man. Watch that chick's reaction...but they never do EVEN when they KNOW said advisor has no man, LOL.....crazy, but it DOES happen. :D
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