might come back

I am hoping this sarcoid is not coming back from it's remission....Jesus, I hate this crap. All I ask is for some peace and quiet. I don't need this nuisance in my life. already getting my life on track and I have a girl who likes me more than I can ever imagine, but now I have to deal with shit. Already this fucking prednisone is fucking with my muscles and nerves, I can't wait to get off of this shit, but now the coughing is starting to act up again. just let me get through this. I know I have keep myself healthy and I do, but come on, man.

Kim Jun Il

Really? why the hell would I care about this motherfucker who died the other day from North Korea..He doesn't really affect me in the least and if they were to bomb the U.S. then oh well, we have it coming right? I love this country, but I think most of us are loving a stepdad that raped our sister...come on, now...we can't deny that the U.S. has fucked over more countries on that Europe. Now Europe is flooded with Muslims and they're not doing anything about it becuase they have moved beyond race for some reaoson, while we here in the U.S. are fucked becuase we still can't get past race. I do think this race guilt comes from white folks,becuase I'm rican and I don't have anything to say about race becuase it never really affected me when I was growing up, EVEN when I knew people were talking about different races, I just let them talk their nonsense. I don't go on no guilt trip and I like bringing up race about people becuase I know it's a sensitive subject, but fuck 'em, they need to get over that bullshit anyways. I was aware that my mom hated dominicans, but for reasons I never understood, and yet I have friends who are Dominican, and although I might cringe over their braggin' about being better than my rican ass, I revel in me knowing that we are citizens of the U.S....they can talk all the fuck they want, but they can get shipped back to the D.R. anyday, mean I was born in Boston, so I'm an American citizen...saying that, I don't think I"m against Dominicans until they start talking shit about me..not ricans, but just me, then I'll rail against them becuase  you don't talk shit about me and think you can get away with it when you know nothing about my history or my people's yet I do about yours...(I read alot...sometimes too much)

Every Dominican I have ever met was pretty simple-minded, never smarter than most of the ricans that I know from college...I only knew one or two in college and that was alot to say. :D...anyways.

TTYL

LMAO!!!

My ex is funny as hell. she knew that we had spoken about our relationship and what went wrong, and she's all acting like she's not bitter, but I never did anything to her. she's not a ghetto chick at all yet keeps claiming that shit to the death. I mean, DAMN, I'M from the GHETTO and I don't adhere to their bullshit, so why is she so inclined to be associated with such bullshit? She went to a great school and now is all about dating dudes from the hood, I swear she needs to grow up or get slapped by someone who's real, becuase dudes from the hood are just that: dudes from the hood....meaning no ambition whatsoever. why the hell would I want to date a chick from the hood.....I have and it got me into so many fucking problems I can't even begin to recant the stories...I should though, because they would make for a great book, :D. Anyways, she's got a blog where she's acting all bitter YET claims she isn't, LOL...I know she is, because she had a good man(ME, of course) and she decided to drop me because she's moving too fast and I'm not. Oh, well, I have my girl who, although she doesn't have a degree like my ex, is very ambitious and is smart to the point that she gets my gears grinding. I don't think college is for everybody and I actually think that the college bullshit is just a collaboration between the colleges and corporations.

You don't need to have critical thinking skills to do the processing at most jobs, so why the fuck get a degree? yes I'm glad college made me a deep thinker, but I always was curious and very much a critical thinker to begin with. my professors always fathom at the fact that I have such great grammar and arguments...but that's always been me, I love knowledge. You don't need college, that's for dumbasses who don't knwo what they want to be in life. That is why I don't mind my girl being who she is. She's a thespian so it suits me fine.

But back to this chick...she's younger than me and still lost in her "real world" scenario...acting as though she's got to accomplish alot of things, yet she's done it already. I also think she's been having a complex of some sort, acting as though "Spanish" is all she knows when she's black...I mean damn,  can you hate blackness any more. I'm rican and I've never wanted to be anything but Rican...that's my lifeline and my blood. I really think that she's not really being herself, becuas it shows in her personality. When it comes to black topics, she would rather not speak on it, and when she does, it's with disdain or some sort of discomfort...I never really liked that about her. I mean she's black so why not be black. I appreciate her love the Spanish language, but come on, when the fuck are you going to be black. I know alot of black folks are lost when it comes to having their own identity, but I mean, so do ricans...we just came out of a fucking Island where most of our indigenous were slaughtered. We had to adapt to the Spaniard way of living and we did so for survival, atleast those who were still around. I know my history, and it's bullshit. I don't harp on it though, I just know my history or the history of my people. I may as well be a damn Spaniard while my mom is an indigenous native. I don't really focus on it becausae it doesn't really get to me like that. I think she's got some shit she needs to figure out before she starts giving out advice to women.
It's crazy but single women are always giving out advice yet dont' realize that THEY are single themsleves so what the fuck? You don't know how to keep a man yet you feel the need to exude your knowledge on to keep a man while being alone? what happened. you had no time while you had a man?  seriously, I swear when women hear that, they should ask the one giving out advice if they have a man. Watch that chick's reaction...but they never do EVEN when they KNOW said advisor has no man, LOL.....crazy, but it DOES happen. :D

Lazy Saturdays

I like my Saturdays, they are always about doing nothing(maybe some studying), Yay, :D