nice Friday for my life. I am living another day, which is great because I have not finished with what I want to accomplish, although at times I feel I do not know what it is anymore. Not saying I want to end my life, but I need something to live for.  I have a friend who makes over 90,000 a year and is basically a cheap, miserable bastard...a friend who always tells me that he likes me because we have intellectual conversations,  YET talks about me fucking on of my student workers...a rant that dragged for about 5 or so minutes...really motherfucker?...I think he's losing his touch on reality because he talks like a 3 year old and he's got, like, three degree, two of which are some funny masters(Spanish and French, really?) but whatever.